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Bell I Wake To a Zone 3 Press Book by Patty Crane

Bell I Wake To

Listen: when a bird hits a window
you can hear god drop to his knees
(did I say his?)
right there on the back porch—
stunned, wings pulled in tight,
the stoked fire of his/her heart flickering down,
the heat it takes to keep a feathered thing aloft
at ten below dissipating, my two hands
forming a world to make up for the one
failing one victim at a time.

A bead of water
hanging from the end of a finger
can be squeezed, as if from a dropper,
and as luck will have it, the bird drinks,
each droplet rolling down the groove
its pulled-back tongue makes, the tongue
f licking forward, beak closing, opening, closing.
I stroke its head with my thumb,
its thumb-sized head, and the bird seems to relax.
It smells like this side of death.

Upstairs the children are asleep,
beside me waits the puzzled dog,
and outside the near-fatal window
birds race from feeder to woods unfazed,
while in my hands, this one I have saved:
how amazing and ordinary its eyes—
so black, round, and now blinking.
And it doesn’t make a sound,
not a god-risen sound.

Bell I Wake To a Zone 3 Press Book by Patty Crane

Bell I Wake To

Listen: when a bird hits a window
you can hear god drop to his knees
(did I say his?)
right there on the back porch—
stunned, wings pulled in tight,
the stoked fire of his/her heart flickering down,
the heat it takes to keep a feathered thing aloft
at ten below dissipating, my two hands
forming a world to make up for the one
failing one victim at a time.

A bead of water
hanging from the end of a finger
can be squeezed, as if from a dropper,
and as luck will have it, the bird drinks,
each droplet rolling down the groove
its pulled-back tongue makes, the tongue
f licking forward, beak closing, opening, closing.
I stroke its head with my thumb,
its thumb-sized head, and the bird seems to relax.
It smells like this side of death.

Upstairs the children are asleep,
beside me waits the puzzled dog,
and outside the near-fatal window
birds race from feeder to woods unfazed,
while in my hands, this one I have saved:
how amazing and ordinary its eyes—
so black, round, and now blinking.
And it doesn’t make a sound,
not a god-risen sound.

Bell I Wake To

Bell I Wake To a Zone 3 Press Book by Patty Crane

Listen: when a bird hits a window
you can hear god drop to his knees
(did I say his?)
right there on the back porch—
stunned, wings pulled in tight,
the stoked fire of his/her heart flickering down,
the heat it takes to keep a feathered thing aloft
at ten below dissipating, my two hands
forming a world to make up for the one
failing one victim at a time.

A bead of water
hanging from the end of a finger
can be squeezed, as if from a dropper,
and as luck will have it, the bird drinks,
each droplet rolling down the groove
its pulled-back tongue makes, the tongue
f licking forward, beak closing, opening, closing.
I stroke its head with my thumb,
its thumb-sized head, and the bird seems to relax.
It smells like this side of death.

Upstairs the children are asleep,
beside me waits the puzzled dog,
and outside the near-fatal window
birds race from feeder to woods unfazed,
while in my hands, this one I have saved:
how amazing and ordinary its eyes—
so black, round, and now blinking.
And it doesn’t make a sound,
not a god-risen sound.