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Valleyspeak a Zone 3 Press Book by Cait Weiss Orcutt

Valleyspeak

Our father sees God in the ocean, a hillside.

The divine chucks itself on his surfboard.

 

Science unraveled the start of the world by noting all planets are drifting away.

 

At fifteen, I am all girl-flesh, no faith—

O body. The globe of it expanding. New creases & out into space.

 

Science echoes the sprawl of a teen’s day / heart / or god.

Mom wakes in-patient from an overdose,

 

slides out into space. I want:

the boy who plays drums to begin to painfully love me.

 

I drag my body to a Day of Obligation. Our father asks:

Can you proofread my prophecy? Something hope.

 

Something loss. At sixteen, I have wounds on each wrist.

Tiny stigma, stigmata. Mom comes to in a red room,

 

feet bent back & she’s smiling.

She comes to me in the beige leather front seat of her Honda.

 

Mom tells: I have a secret you can’t ever share.

All of life is the secret, & the porn, & the spheres she drives forward:

 

chatroom lovers, knifepoint shoes, white-knuckle sober.

As she unwinds, I fold inwards.

 

I fold inwards. O Earth, you are still too young & keening.

You do not know yet how to swallow the universe without tasting.

Valleyspeak a Zone 3 Press Book by Cait Weiss Orcutt

Valleyspeak

Our father sees God in the ocean, a hillside.

The divine chucks itself on his surfboard.

 

Science unraveled the start of the world by noting all planets are drifting away.

 

At fifteen, I am all girl-flesh, no faith—

O body. The globe of it expanding. New creases & out into space.

 

Science echoes the sprawl of a teen’s day / heart / or god.

Mom wakes in-patient from an overdose,

 

slides out into space. I want:

the boy who plays drums to begin to painfully love me.

 

I drag my body to a Day of Obligation. Our father asks:

Can you proofread my prophecy? Something hope.

 

Something loss. At sixteen, I have wounds on each wrist.

Tiny stigma, stigmata. Mom comes to in a red room,

 

feet bent back & she’s smiling.

She comes to me in the beige leather front seat of her Honda.

 

Mom tells: I have a secret you can’t ever share.

All of life is the secret, & the porn, & the spheres she drives forward:

 

chatroom lovers, knifepoint shoes, white-knuckle sober.

As she unwinds, I fold inwards.

 

I fold inwards. O Earth, you are still too young & keening.

You do not know yet how to swallow the universe without tasting.

Valleyspeak

Valleyspeak a Zone 3 Press Book by Cait Weiss Orcutt

Our father sees God in the ocean, a hillside.

The divine chucks itself on his surfboard.

 

Science unraveled the start of the world by noting all planets are drifting away.

 

At fifteen, I am all girl-flesh, no faith—

O body. The globe of it expanding. New creases & out into space.

 

Science echoes the sprawl of a teen’s day / heart / or god.

Mom wakes in-patient from an overdose,

 

slides out into space. I want:

the boy who plays drums to begin to painfully love me.

 

I drag my body to a Day of Obligation. Our father asks:

Can you proofread my prophecy? Something hope.

 

Something loss. At sixteen, I have wounds on each wrist.

Tiny stigma, stigmata. Mom comes to in a red room,

 

feet bent back & she’s smiling.

She comes to me in the beige leather front seat of her Honda.

 

Mom tells: I have a secret you can’t ever share.

All of life is the secret, & the porn, & the spheres she drives forward:

 

chatroom lovers, knifepoint shoes, white-knuckle sober.

As she unwinds, I fold inwards.

 

I fold inwards. O Earth, you are still too young & keening.

You do not know yet how to swallow the universe without tasting.