A kid in cowboy boots
walks into an Indian literature class.
If it isn’t a joke, it’s a caution—
the wholesome alien, the sex and sati.
You know the kind of boy
I mean: he has chores, he’d sign
a vow written in pencil,
and, though you never ask
and he never volunteers to tell,
you know which flannel shirt
he favors; it’s the powder blue. A boy
from the beatitudes—pure in heart,
a blinker, a second bass, a meek corder
of hardwoods—he’ll read every sad book
on your list.
Still, to the last day
you wait for him to object,
to praise the trains, to complain:
all these false gods and strange names.
Instead he says he closed
the final novel around its dead,
around its gelded and chastened,
its mourners and poor and poor
in spirit, and cried. I didn’t expect
to love them, he says. And then is gone,
this earnest boy, his home haircut,
his trophy buckle. In the end
you’re kin: you also were expecting
something less than love.
